fall from graceI have a lifelong habit of falling from grace.  I don’t think this can be avoided with a chart like mine, with Neptune on the Midheaven among other things.

I am always nervous when people elevate me in some way because as hard as I try to do well in my life, I am guaranteed to disappoint everyone over time.  I am just not going to be able to live up to a standard in someone’s imagination.

I am a plain person here, struggling and trying and I am nothing more than that and nothing less. You can tell me that I let you down. I will  feel bad about it. I will apologize but I wonder if I was ever as good as you thought I was in the first place.

Who can relate?

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