I am always nervous when people elevate me in some way because as hard as I try to do well in my life, I am guaranteed to disappoint everyone over time. I am just not going to be able to live up to a standard in someone’s imagination.
I am a plain person here, struggling and trying and I am nothing more than that and nothing less. You can tell me that I let you down. I will feel bad about it. I will apologize but I wonder if I was ever as good as you thought I was in the first place.
Who can relate?