elsa on tvI started making 1 minute astrology videos that averaged about 2 minutes in 2006.  I can’t tell you exactly why I quit but it’s Neptune / 12th house related.

I first started blogging more than twenty years ago, having no clue what I was doing. I’d post a picture of myself now and then. I was surprised when a reader observed that all of my photos were blurry or I was obscured in some way. Once this was revealed to me, the truth of it could not be denied. This is just a point in this story.

When I started making videos, I went and got a bunch of t-shirts, same shirt, different colors. This was so I could hide. I did not want to deal with people making remarks about my clothing choices… I wanted to be very plain.  I did this unconsciously by the way. I just realized my motive after awhile.

When high definition video became mainstream, I was working on my Love Video Class. The man who was helping me insisted I get a HD camera. I followed his instruction and I finished the class but it about killed me to do it. That and it killed my videos, completely.

I have Venus square Neptune in my chart, but also, Pluto was entering my 12th house at that time. That transit is a son-of-a-bitch. If you doubt me – I chronicled it for 12 years – tag: Pluto Transit 12th.  In whatever case, the camera was more than I could bear… and then I sunk to the bottom of the abyss to live like a submarine for a decade.

I talked to, Satori, the other day. It’s her idea that I start making videos again. I honestly don’t know if I can do it. It’s not because I don’t have anything to say!  Are you kidding? I’ve been mining the deep all these years. It’s a matter of trying deal with the light.  I feel exactly like this:

I think I’s have a better shot at coming out of video retirement if I had some help and encouragement. If you would like to see me making videos again, you can subscribe to my channel – ElsaElsacom. Maybe like some videos so I know I have some support?

But also, can you let me know what you might be interested in hearing about from me. Yes. Me, personally. I just need a place to start.  Like I am crawling out of a cave.

Last, if you have never seen my videos, there are a lot of them. tag – One Minute Videos
Also on the channel, of course. Your choice.

Thanks for any input and I also thank, Satori, for encouraging me.

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